Stages

I got duped by stages of love and I didn't even know it till now. What's a "Stages of Love" you ask me? Well its whenever you're on the stage 1 of love which is "Happiness" 2 is "Building Trust" then 3 is "To go on any further" but after that the aftermath of the 3 stages happens. Which can lead to letting go. 

I hate that. Specially when one of you two freaks out, unplugged itself from whatever routine life you already used to, and then you're just alone again. In the summer time. Which isn't positive. (Not with all this heat!?!) 

Mission: Red Head Ginger

Hey dolls! Missed me? Okay so I'm super sorry cus I wasn't able to keep my promise to blog in a weekly basis. I haven't been in my blog for the longest time. Been busy struggling from the ups and downs of my life. So here's my second attempt to blog weekly. 

If you're like me who doesn't give too much diversity on their hair then pretty much you'll be surprise with what hair color I've been wanting to do. "RED" hair it is! I went through quite the experience with dyeing my hair. Changing my dyed ombre brown hair back to black was such a roller coaster for me last 2011. I can't make up mind if I want it to be dyed black or not. After a lot of thinking I went ahead and dyed it semi permanently with Blackening Shampoo and ended up liking it. So I started going back to my natural color one step at a time.

A.N.A.L. = A Nostalgic Affair of Loves

It all started when I was just in my first year in college. He was a college drop out and I was the young stupid fresher. Our story wasn't really your ideal relationship, which I like. Cus I'm into that kind of oh-so-lovey-dovey-boyfriend/girlfriend cliche. We we're perfect in a way that we like. But we ended it after almost 2 years of on and off and had closure. 

Not your ordinary Disney Princess

Hey lovies, here's my new blog. So for those who doesn't know me yet.  I’m gonna do a little introduction for you yey! So here goes me…

I’m Loves, a manic pixie (google it if you must), Fashion Design student, outgoing, loves to take risks, I have no control of myself most of the time, but I can tell you this I have a good heart… At lease that what they say (I think?) I don’t usually approach people when I’m in a crowd but when I do you’ll get along with me very easy. I do have that very “everything’s-peachy” attitude. I love Raves, Trance Music, Glowhandsticking (Its one of my very few skills LOL), and I love dancing, video games, rebellion, spa trips, umeboshi, mud on my feet cus I love nature trips. When it comes to commitment I’m not your go to girlfriend cus I’m not very good at it.

I’ve taken Communication Arts before but it ended soon. I get distracted easily hence my commitment issues. I moved from school to school every year when I was in high school that’s why I have a wide range of friends. I’ve been your worst enemy to your very best friend. 

I hate being not trusted. Sadly I have trust issues.

I’m huge daydreamer (who isn’t? right?) My key is my big imagination. I’m very rebellious when withheld or restricted to sumthin in short I don’t play by the rules. So watch out cus I’m very revengeful (my childish attribute).

People usually judge me and I prove them wrong. They tell me what to do and I’d tell them off. I’m that badass.  They say I’m not worth it, so watch where I end up. Call me a bitch and i’ll show you one. I may be a bitch but at least I’m honest. F*ck me over and I’ll do it to you twice as bad. Call me crazy but you really have no idea. I pay no mind to those people who talk crap about me, being my true self makes b*tches extremely insecure. For me, life is too short to be unhappy. So I always party. Till death do I party. I love myself. I love my friends. 

I want out of the labels. I don’t want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that’s not on the map. A real adventure. A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined. 

And I have a huge secret so stay tuned to find out what… XO ManicPixie