Stages

I got duped by stages of love and I didn't even know it till now. What's a "Stages of Love" you ask me? Well its whenever you're on the stage 1 of love which is "Happiness" 2 is "Building Trust" then 3 is "To go on any further" but after that the aftermath of the 3 stages happens. Which can lead to letting go. 

I hate that. Specially when one of you two freaks out, unplugged itself from whatever routine life you already used to, and then you're just alone again. In the summer time. Which isn't positive. (Not with all this heat!?!) 

Laissez-faire Game

In the game of life as I see it, people keep looking for that certain thing that will help them feel alive.  And with that factor they'll know what will keep them from playing the game. There's no rules set out there to play the game. So instead we make them. Rules are the reason we live. Formal or informal as it is, it keeps us alive. And that factor considered by ourself courts in deciding whether to grant bond with the idea of living. 

The Reboot

Getting back to square one was never an easy task. Specially when you've been doing it for half a decade now. I can't seem to help myself from indulging and craving from what seems to be left in our half-witted relationship. I always ask myself. Will it ever go away? That inkling you get when you think about what might happen if everything go the way you planned.

In the process of hibernation from yet another dating disaster

The Never Ending Tale

People do stupid things to be loved. We try to adapt to change. That feeling you get when you start to question yourself whether you're stupid doings are just plain stupid, and then trust issues comes along and kicks your self purity out of the equation. That 99% in you keeps hanging on, while there's that 1%. That statistical margin of error. It'll drag you down.

Monthly Favorites: August (Party Edition)

This will be my first entry of My Monthly Favorites. August flew by like cray, lots of parties and a very large amount of drama on the side. The heavy rain of August didn't stop us from celebrating.

The Usual Suspect: The Friend with Benefits

Being "in friend" with someone doesn't mean you're in a relationship. But in a parallel universe where I live in, friendship is still a relationship that you need to work for. You need to set yourself from the most unlikely possibilities your friendship can have. Its like living in a world where everything you do needs constant attention. And what you do or give, you expect to receive something in return.

Silence of The Loves

On the days of awful silence after what happened, a bunch of over thinking stroke me. The feelings I've been keeping to myself was a little bit too much for me. Diverting my feelings over hanging out with friends and taking myself to far worst of my being, made me feel some what nauseous than I ever was. I was even on the verge of flipping out again on a blog post. Then it hit me. I needed to stop. I don't need help because I know I can help myself. I've been doing it for almost all of my life.